Good friends say the darnest things

Him: like seriously

Him: i have bad luck with J names

Him: mainly jennifers and jessicas

Me: try one letter before or after

Him: g or h

Me: i or k

Him: oh

Him: damn

Me: LOLOLOL

Me: OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Him: ima crawl under a rock now

Him:dam

Him: ......................

Me: Davey's alphabet: a b c d e f g j h

Me:HAHAHAHA

Forbidden Love?

It seems that love is forbidden for me.
Well, at least expressing it.
I can't hug or kiss my boyfriend in public if his parents are around.
I can't hold him close for a hug.
I can't say "I love you" unless I want to offend his family.
Do they just not like me?
I think that's just it.
I can't go near there...
without feeling discomfort.
It starts in my stomach, an aching foreboding.
It's just painful for me.
I will not go there.